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Kokeshi Found a Star

11/6/08 12:40 am - I can't believe I just read that

The Princess and Curdie
George MacDonald
Okay, okay. I know there're more pressing matters at hand, like the election, and the... well, other stuff I'd rather not remember right now *coughprop8cough*, but I just needed to post this.

-____- I CANNOT
BELIEVE
WHAT I JUST READ.

I barely finished reading The Princess and Curdie. I dubbed it as the story I swore to finish by reading solely on the toilet. (Although in the end I had to read outside the bathroom to actually finish it within the century.) I have to say. I don't think I will EVER read a book with the kind of ending this one has. T__T; I just don't get it. The Princess and the Goblin was such a warm, beautiful, comforting book. X__x; This sequel (Princess & Curdie) was dark, I lost count of how many people and creatures/animals got stabbed and/or killed.

There were several parts from the middle ahead where the story was horribly Christian. Not to bash any Christian faith or anything, but for some reason I have a dislike for biblical undertones in stories. There were several passages that seemed very preachy, which I didn't like. I think the only thing that made me happy was knowing that the princess and the miner get married eventually.

SPOILER complaint though I doubt anyone will ever read this book:

Basically in the end, Curdie helps Princess Irene restore the kingdom with good, honest people, like it should be. (The story was spent with the king's people doubting him and his servants poisoning him. O__o; ) You get a one paragraph telling of how... Goodness, it's so short. Would you just read the last chapter? T__T;; My goodness, I can't believe it just ENDED like that... If you don't want to read the whole thing, just check out the last three paragraphs. ;___;

CHAPTER 35

The End

The king sent Curdie out into his dominions to search for men and women that had human hands. And many such he found, honest and true, and brought them to his master. So a new and upright court was formed, and strength returned to the nation.

But the exchequer was almost empty, for the evil men had squandered everything, and the king hated taxes unwillingly paid. Then came Curdie and said to the king that the city stood upon gold. And the king sent for men wise in the ways of the earth, and they built smelting furnaces, and Peter brought miners, and they mined the gold, and smelted it, and the king coined it into money, and therewith established things well in the land.

The same day on which he found his boy, Peter set out to go home. When he told the good news to Joan, his wife, she rose from her chair and said, 'Let us go.' And they left the cottage, and repaired to Gwyntystorm. And on a mountain above the city they built themselves a warm house for their old age, high in the clear air.

As Peter mined one day, at the back of the king's wine Cellar, he broke into a cavern crusted with gems, and much wealth flowed therefrom, and the king used it wisely.

Queen Irene - that was the right name of the old princess - was thereafter seldom long absent from the palace. Once or twice when she was missing, Barbara, who seemed to know of her sometimes when nobody else had a notion whither she had gone, said she was with the dear old Uglies in the wood. Curdie thought that perhaps her business might be with others there as well. All the uppermost rooms in the palace were left to her use, and when any one was in need of her help, up thither he must go. But even when she was there, he did not always succeed in finding her. She, however, always knew that such a one had been looking for her.

Curdie went to find her one day. As he ascended the last stair, to meet him came the well-known scent of her roses; and when he opened the door, lo! there was the same gorgeous room in which his touch had been glorified by her fire! And there burned the fire - a huge heap of red and white roses. Before the hearth stood the princess, an old grey-haired woman, with Lina a little behind her, slowly wagging her tail, and looking like a beast of prey that can hardly so long restrain itself from springing as to be sure of its victim. The queen was casting roses, more and more roses, upon the fire. At last she turned and said, 'Now Lina!' - and Lina dashed burrowing into the fire. There went up a black smoke and a dust, and Lina was never more seen in the palace.

Irene and Curdie were married. The old king died, and they were king and queen. As long as they lived Gwyntystorm was a better city, and good people grew in it. But they had no children, and when they died the people chose a king. And the new king went mining and mining in the rock under the city, and grew more and more eager after the gold, and paid less and less heed to his people. Rapidly they sank toward their old wickedness. But still the king went on mining, and coining gold by the pailful, until the people were worse even than in the old time. And so greedy was the king after gold, that when at last the ore began to fail, he caused the miners to reduce the pillars which Peter and they that followed him had left standing to bear the city. And from the girth of an oak of a thousand years, they chipped them down to that of a fir tree of fifty.

One day at noon, when life was at its highest, the whole city fell with a roaring crash. The cries of men and the shrieks of women went up with its dust, and then there was a great silence.

Where the mighty rock once towered, crowded with homes and crowned with a palace, now rushes and raves a stone-obstructed rapid of the river. All around spreads a wilderness of wild deer, and the very name of Gwyntystorm had ceased from the lips of men.

I've finally deleted The Princess and Curdie from my PDA, and although The Princess and the Goblin will remain very close to my heart, I'll choose to forget its sequel and pretend that it never happened, and that I'd never read it.

Originally posted on tiff-chan.vox.com

10/31/08 12:25 am - On Vox: *__* I finally got the Palm Centro

     So I've been obsessing over it for quite some time now and finally got it last Sunday. T__T After debating heavily whether I wanted tea green, ruby red, or this color pink, I finally settled on the pink. I have a feeling that the other two colors were just options because I was afraid of my fickleness. *w* My mom helped me remember though, that I've always been a pink girl. I love that the girly color sort of contrasts with my personality sometimes, too. XD I also love how a lot of people hate the color. (Although I admit it makes me uncomfortable when people express extreme disgust over the color. O__o; )

     But this is just one of the reasons why I'm deciding that I'd like to take Vox for a real test drive. I've decided to just cross post to LiveJournal every now and then until I decide either to go back or stay here.

Reasons for switching?

  1. I don't trust the new management there even though Vox is owned by the jerks who sold LJ and introduced ads. (ironic, I know)
  2. It's convenient as hell to access this site over my phone
  3. I can BLOG from my phone, including photos and recordings I take from the camera.
  4. Its privacy features are up to snuff, even better than LiveJournal, I think. I don't want my personal crap all spread out on the world wide web.
    BUT DAMN!!! >< I love my Centro. My palm addiction started with my Z22, a model that I bought refurbished for about $60 during my HS senior year. The PDA system worked wonderfully. It was funny that in Radioshack the damn lady was trying to sell me this horrid Windows Mobile organizer phone when I had to break it to her that my biggest turn on to get the Centro was Palm OS. I know that a lot of people hate it and say it's outdated, but I say hell to that. T__T It works great and I wouldn't have it any other way.

    Ever since I got the phone I no longer feel like I have to be connected to my computer like a third lung. I can quickly check my emails, stalk who's on AIM every now and then, blog, write, work on Word documents (Power Point and Excel, too), listen to Internet radio, update my Facebook, read books, take pictures, record voice memos, take short videos, play mp3s, organize my homework, and do so much more on my Palm Centro... (And with an expansion slot of up to 4GB there's plenty of freeware/books I can carry around) It was my cheap solution to coming to terms with the fact that I won't be getting a laptop anytime soon. I have a keyboard for it so I can enter data without having to use the QWERTY keyboard. (which is also awesome to use)

      Unlimited data transfer is $15 for Sprint users, which is far more reasonable than the damn $30 the lady at Radioshack told me it costed. (She broke my corazon when she said that)

    The only sad part is that with extensive use the battery life drains within like... a day. O__o; But on the days I do intend to use it as a PHONE and not a super device, I suppose it can sustain maybe two days and a half, give or take... It seems to have a reputation for pathetic battery life, but I'm not surprised with all its features.

    All in all I'm thoroughly happy, and I while I know it may be too early to be tooting my horn, I don't regret buying the phone. I was so nervous it'd be one of those strange hype things I get into, but judging how I never quite got tired of my low res, simple Z22, I imagine it'll be quite a while before I grow tired of this one.

PS - It looks so damn cute with this little white teapot phone strap I bought from Chinatown with my mom. ;w; Maybe I'll take a piccu of it sometime.

Originally posted on tiff-chan.vox.com

10/22/08 07:42 pm - Newww layout! & Stupid "Virtual" Room Tour


Old layout
    I don't know what crack I was smoking on when I decided that my old layout was even good. X__x; I remember was so pleased with it when I made it. I'm so fickle that I imagine I'll grow tired of this layout, too. (GASP!)

       This is my first time I actually drew a graphic specifically for my LiveJournal. =D Well, I colored it... The actual sketch was from one of my journals. ^__^ Kokeshi dolls are the cutest things. I don't even like human dolls!

    Kat-Kat, if you read this, I feel like I subconsciously jacked your color scheme for Sleepy-Head, too. XD;

    Anyway, while my roommate was out today I decided that the best way to describe my room would be to video tape it. XD;; This was made with a few friends in mind, because they'll probably never get a chance to drop by here...

Enjoy. :'D

Part 1

Part 2


Now that you know what my bathroom window looks like, I'll have you know that my roommate accidentally locked our bathroom door from the inside when she left. XD;; I had to crawl through the window to open it up. ;____; Thank goodness Jake made the suggestion or I'd never think outside the box on that one. I spent like 15-20 minutes in the morning trying to pick the lock and open the door with anything I could find. (Bobby pin, nail file, knife, hair needle, etc.) I was already contemplating our lives without a bathroom, thinking of how not even the landlord/lady could help us here. -___-;

PS - I'm going crazy with the digital camera my cousin (Jeff) lent me. :'D

10/5/08 10:06 pm - Laundry rant

10/5/08 10:06 pm

    Why isn't there ever anyone cute at the laundry matt? And the moment there is someone *semi* cute, they leave as soon as you arrive.
    I mean, it's bad enough that you have to sit here and wait for your clothes to dry and wash, and that the television is never on a good channel, or even audible or that matter.
    God bless you if you enjoy the four, five arcade options here, but honestly it hurts enough using my quarters for these faulty washing machines.
    Nothing really goes to plan on Sunday nights, when I'm preparing to go back to Northridge. Then I always end up doing homework last minute...
    I must have absolutely no life. I'm dying to figure everyone out. As soon as I walked into the laundry matt, there was a masculine looking military man tossing his clothes into the dryer. I remember that I just kept thinking, "Does he have any women's underwear in there?" I scanned desperately for anything fruity or bright colored in his dark wardrobe. I found only one thing but it was blue and orange colored, an acceptable color for "manly" swim trunks or a Hawaiian shirt.
    I guess I just want to convince myself that other people are as weird as I am.

@Spincycle Laundry Matt

10/2/08 12:36 pm - New PDA keyboard! Yay! (ADD journal entry)

I'm so excited! I just got my PDA keyboard today. =D (Typing with it right now)

Yesterday was the busiest day ever. I probably look like a freak right now. o___o

XD I don't care.

Yay I can journal/blog/write on the run! *____*

9/27/08 02:03 pm - Oranges

     Just a few moments ago, a man called from the door, asked me in Spanish if he could have 5 oranges from our orange tree. He said that he was making something and needed oranges. I replied, in attempted Spanish that it was fine, that he could.

     I walked outside and helped him find our orange picker that was propped up on the other side of our tree. By then he caught on that I didn't speak Spanish very well, and so had changed from Spanish, to Spanglish, to English. I was happy enough to speak in English, not really ashamed that I was figured out this time. He asked if they were sweet and I said I wasn't sure, he smelled them and said that they were. I wanted to ask how he could tell just by smelling them, I always want to learn how people use their natural senses for things, but I didn't ask, didn't want to drag out an awkward visit. We're rarely spoken to by anyone in our neighborhood.

    He said that he needed sort of sour oranges, and I told him that maybe he could still use them, that they were very juicy. While he continued plucking, I watched him for a bit, and then I bent to pet our black cat Raven who was lazily relaxing on the grass by our driveway. (But he has a dozen nicknames including "Birdie", "Ticoso", & "Picoso") The sun looked so beautiful on his dark fur, and the way his eyes lit up and the sun hit the scattered grass relaxed me. The sudden pink from his dark mouth when he let out a lazy, big yawn made me smile.

    But what made my day, especially now is the fact that before he left with his 5 oranges, he turned and asked, "How much for these?" I made a face, a sympathetic grin as if it were the silliest thing to ask. "Oh, no, noo. You don't have to pay for them," I shook my head.

      He paused for a split second, his face with a subtle gratefulness and surprise, and he thanked me and told me to have a nice day. I returned the thoughts, told him to have a nice weekend and that I hoped whatever he was planning to make worked.

     I felt a little guilty walking back inside the house, thought that maybe Mom would have wanted me to ask him to pay for them. But a part of me knew that if we had the money, Mom would have given them for free, too. (Dad entirely hates my neighbors so I know he would tell me I should have charged him for sure)

    Then I thought of why I looked like he had asked me the silliest question, when he wanted to know how much for the oranges. No. I wanted to tell him that it was nature, and that it was free. (But I held back for the sake of not having every neighbor and his mother attacking our orange tree) No matter how much we're hurting for money, I'm sure he and his family were hurting for money, too. I hope he remembers that little things like that are blessings, gifts from God. The fact that our orange tree continues to live and bear fruit is a gift from God.

     I know that one day someone else will be as kind to me, and that will be payment enough.

And it will feel a thousand times better than the $1 or $2 in my pocket I would have asked for.

9/11/08 11:49 pm - Oh goodness

     A phone call, an email, a message from a friend, and suddenly the whole world seems right again. ♥

9/11/08 10:13 am - It feels great to

     It feels great to finally have gotten some rest. I feel like yesterday was just a looong stay-up. I was so frickin tired.

9/9/08 10:34 am - Have to leave in like...

10 minutes.

     Man! I don't want to go to class! Dx; It's not so much the torment of sitting through my review level math course but the act of having to get my ass there!

      I know it's 10 minutes away but I'm pathetic and omglazy and I'm getting nervous for some reason! T___T;;; Why am I getting nervousssssss? DX WHY?!?!? AJSJSHAJKHH!J I'll be coming back home today during break but I can hardly bring myself to hermit out of my room and geez... It makes me wonder if I accidentally dressed funny today. .____.;; Why am I so anxious? Nothing anxiety-worthy happens at school... Except maybe I'll trip or fall down or whatnot. -____-;;;;

     But I doubt that's it! Udjshjhd.... Don't want to go to class... -____-;; It's week three. Come on. Time is going so fast you might as well. Not that I'd ever DREAM of ditching, and of course I'll show up... =w=;; Doesn't mean I have to like it.

But what bothers me is this nerrrrvousnesssss!!!! DX *bites water bottle in frustration* T_____T WHAT IF SOMETHING BAD IS GONNA HAPPEN? GASP! -____-; Now I really don't want to go...

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